Take deep breaths, that is the best advice that I can give you. It is true, you will always have God on your side, so just never lose faith. As soon as you lose your faith, then believe me, it will be the end of you. If you think that God will abandon you, then you are wrong. It is because God is always on our side that we should feel more courageous towards that thing that we have to do.
Reach for your dreams in Christ as we walk beside you!